Tuesday, February 24, 2009

him

Its been a while since i have seen him again. I have not seen him for more than a month. I have been with him a couple of times and the physical satisfaction is just so amazing, but the fear of the repercussions keeps me from the indulgence again.

My relationship with him is an escape from the reality of my life, but its a very dangerous escape. I have decided for now to work on improving my marriage while keeping the affair at distance, at least for a while.

6 comments:

Hope said...

as if we belive u

Abdul Sami said...

wish you the best in this endeavour... easier said than done !!!

hope it all works out

Anonymous said...

really.. you think you can keep him away.. playing with fire lady.. but continue... life is a gamble anyways

Merchant of Emotions.. "I don't sell, I barter" said...

No matter what anyone says I will definitely encourage you to keep working on improving relations with your hubby until you are sure it wont work at all, and when you are damn sure it wont work, then finish it. People will says "easier said then done" "life is gamble anyways" etc but trust me that is the best way for you.
A women can do wonders, can make miracles happen only if she really want from the bottom of her heart, you can do it, he is only a mere man...:)

The Luscious one! said...

@Merchant of Emotions - Thank you for your sincere advise. I am trying and plan to try and give it my best shot. I am not a quitter and will not quit easily.

Anonymous said...

@merchat.. I really loved your comment. Being a man I do think same. A woman can do wonders if she does not act like a jerk