Monday, December 15, 2008

Humpty Dumpty

I had a good weekend. I was able to sleep well during the nights. The little secret to is that husband was in good mood and i pleased him in bed in every way possible and in return he SATISFIED me. Let me tell you there is nothing like getting your thirst quenched. I don't know how much descriptive i should be here - since this is a view for all blog but the humpty dumpty stuff was pretty good.

He had told me that i was looking very good over the Eid. I didn't really had to know that from him since looks exchanged with men had told me that much already. I know i have good looks and a rather voluptuous figure which tends to get men's attention. I was never very comfortable or confident about my looks and outlook but since the last year or so i have become more confident and comfortable. I credit that to my own thinking which made me literally lust for myself - i don't know if i am making any sense here. In my mind i went beyond the so called norms and started to accept my urges as being natural. What's so wrong about the fact that i get turned on when men look at me or i can almost sense their sexual desire for me. Also, what is so wrong about it that i am desiring and wanting a physical relationship with another man? Taking into account that hubby dear has been less than faithful to me over the years.

There is a bunch of stuff that is going on with me but I try to be careful in whatever that i am seeking. Don't worry i will confess it over here.

16 comments:

Saif said...

Nice to hear that you had good weekend. Hope you will have all weekend with same manner.

The Luscious one! said...

@SAIF - Thanks for your nice wishes :)

Moaz said...

I think its normal for us to feel confident when we know that others desire for us. I think its normal, but glad thatyou are having fun in your relationship

Mustafa said...

You go girl. I am so proud of you and endorse the wonderful positive way in which you think about your sexual urges and desires. There is nothing wrong with the way you think.

Da Eternal Rebel said...

Hey what happened to the guy you saw in that party ? Saw him again ? :P

By the way, I see a tremendous potential in you as a writer. Hope you remain sensual and stay away from sleaze.

Mona said...

hey, great to have you on my blog..
and pretty nice reading you blog too.

Take care

Anonymous said...

Rebel: J&K battalion. I bet it must be good for Propaganda purposes only. The Allah o Akbar battle cry is of SSG. Try to be authentic here please.

Luscious baby , SOLID reply!

Also correct your facts regarding NLI. Northern Light infantry is based on men from the Northern areas including J&K.

I see such a difference here between us the Pakistanis and Indians. We are ready to admit our flaws yet the Indians still pretend to be flawless. So much for 'whine' India.

jai said...

u r the real women with lust, but how do u turn men when u are covered

Steve said...

Ah, my lovely friend, there is nothing like the adoring eyes of a stranger to build ones self-esteem. Aside from looks, confidence runs a close second to drawing the opposite sex.

Anonymous said...

Z,

Thank you for your reply. I did visit your blog and must admit that I have found it amusing at best.

While you do have good writing skills, the content of your posts - especially Zamindar, could be straight out of any road side porn magazine. Actually the porn mags are a lot better. Your story has no strength and no intellectual content. There is no message in it. A good story with a message in it could be more erotic than your wild thoughts in a few posts.

The freedom to express yourself is much understood and respected. If I were you, I would find a select group of like minded people, befriend and express myself. Dont take me wrong. Im not a purist or a moderate. I enjoy sex as much as you do or even more. I do express myself as well but not by publishing my thoughts on a public forum.

I will be more than happy to write to you from time to time but only if you are looking for a mature friendship that could possibly include everything that you write about - but surely it must be one to one and not as a common post that the whole world reads.

I wish you the very best and hope that you achieve the REAL freedom of expression

Chris

Anonymous said...

god to know..
i guess he was relaxed and both of you enjoyed very well.
in my exp its always better to do it after sleep or when you are super relaxed...
i would be regular here.

The Luscious one! said...

@Jal.
I don't think men needs much to get turned on. I can see it in their eyes. I don't think Shalwar kameez is that covered a dress.

@steve - Rightly said.

@Eternal Rebel - Thanks for the encouragement.

@Annoyn. - I never aspire to be a great writer. I have drawn a mix response regarding the Zamindar stories.

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Inexplicably said...

Am a bit stumped by your blog ! At first I thought it was a man pretending to be a woman ( I am rather suspicious lol:) but now I really do not know...


I have just begun to explore...its intriguing yet

Abdul Sami said...

it is good to b natural... good to b confident... and def good to explore yourself ...

good on you :) !!!

mAn[S]o0r said...

where'd the story go? i wanna read?!