I had a good weekend. I was able to sleep well during the nights. The little secret to is that husband was in good mood and i pleased him in bed in every way possible and in return he SATISFIED me. Let me tell you there is nothing like getting your thirst quenched. I don't know how much descriptive i should be here - since this is a view for all blog but the humpty dumpty stuff was pretty good.
He had told me that i was looking very good over the Eid. I didn't really had to know that from him since looks exchanged with men had told me that much already. I know i have good looks and a rather voluptuous figure which tends to get men's attention. I was never very comfortable or confident about my looks and outlook but since the last year or so i have become more confident and comfortable. I credit that to my own thinking which made me literally lust for myself - i don't know if i am making any sense here. In my mind i went beyond the so called norms and started to accept my urges as being natural. What's so wrong about the fact that i get turned on when men look at me or i can almost sense their sexual desire for me. Also, what is so wrong about it that i am desiring and wanting a physical relationship with another man? Taking into account that hubby dear has been less than faithful to me over the years.
There is a bunch of stuff that is going on with me but I try to be careful in whatever that i am seeking. Don't worry i will confess it over here.