Saturday, December 27, 2008

Disclosure?

I have had a pretty good weekend. I am tempted to share a secret here but not sure if i want to confess it publicly or not. I will get back to that later on. For now let me just say that there was satisfaction and bliss in the air yesterday. Also, I attended a few weddings. This is the height of the 'wedding season' and there is nothing like dressing up for the occasion. I am very much into ostentation, this is a weakness of mine and i love the attention that i get. I don't see anything wrong with it. What is the harm if i dress up nicely and go to a social gathering and get tons of looks from men, who have nothing but desire and lust in their eyes. It is just GREAT!

As for sharing more 'sensitive' stuff about my life. Well, I am still thinking over it.


9 comments:

Karmasura said...

Considering that you are a lady who garners so much of attention.. you mustn't be wearing the burga and hijab then? hain??

Or perhaps only on religious occasions..?

Anonymous said...

there is nothing wrong with feeling good when someone else views you as other than a wife or mother. feeling that you are attractive is not worng it is normal and sometimes when we have been married for a length of time our spouse may not give us that same feeling we sometimes need. that is not because they have stopped feeling about us as they once did, it is only because we are busy and do not show our affection as we should.

Anonymous said...

I believe the sole purpose of this blog is to share your thoughts and happenings in your life. Is there a second that on that?

Anonymous said...

that = thought

NaVeed said...

nothing wrong with you and your feeling, its just the outcome of very fine upbringing

Unknown said...

Ostentation is not bad if done moderately, Who does not like beauty? Even God does it.
Keep up the spirit dress up every now ans then we feel good by doing that, more energetic, important and leave good memories.

Scheherazade said...

@anonymous - Sometimes it is scary to face up to your own thoughts. Still, i am working on it.

@kamran - I know that memories are all that we are left with in the end. I try to perceive in a much better shape than it has been.

@karmasura - I don't wear hijab or burqa. Unlike the Indian Muslims, there are hardly any women especially in the urban areas of Pakistan who wear a burqa.

Anonymous said...

Interesting blog youve got here zeenat. Looking forward to read more from you. :)

Scheherazade said...

@Zambeel - Thank you Zambeel